Condolence From: Roxy Hayes-Brown
Condolence: It’s taken me a long time to write this. I’ve been having a hard time dealing with you being gone. As much as you could push my buttons or work my nerves, I knew you’d always have my back no matter what. You were a real person: beautiful despite your flaws, full of love, rare, and one of a kind. I find myself looking at your pictures and repeating your words, trying to match your voice perfectly in my memory every time so I never lose hold of it. I try to hold on to my wedding day and think of that goofy happy smile you had on your face, laughing and dancing with me. I try to hold on to your heartfelt apology when you hurt my feelings. I try to hold on to you holding my hand to walk me to the car because you were worried about some suspicious looking guys and you wouldn’t be able to sleep not knowing if I had got to my vehicle safely that night. I try to hold on to us laughing at the bar surrounded by dude-bros and hot chicks trying too hard to impress each other. I try to hold onto us throwing food at each other at ihop and leaving a huge tip for being jerks and making messes at 2am. I try to hold on to the memories of us giggling at Solomon or Danny being moody. I try to hold on to the random dance party we had with Chelsea when the shop was slow. I try to hold on to the pointless arguments about Game of Thrones, Tolkien, and James Bond that would always end in play fights at work. I try to hold on to the philosophical discussion we would partake in. I try to hold on to the look in your face every time I kicked your butt in chess and how you tried to fake the same look the times you’d let me win. We didn’t have a lot of time to spend together but that’s how special of a person you were; you really made that time count. It only took you a little slice of time to find yourself a space in someone’s heart that would always be yours. I miss you. I miss your laugh. I miss your tantrums. I miss your smile. I miss feeling your spirit. We all miss you, Brian. We always will.
Thursday April 05, 2018
Condolence From: Ashley Jefferson Outz
Condolence: My deepest heartfelt sympathy goes out to Brian’s Mother & Father. I can’t even fathom the thought of him being gone. We knew each other since 7th grade and he was always such the sweetest most well mannered boy. He always treated everyone with the utmost respect and especially females. You could tell he was raised well and was taught to have respect and manners. He was such a great soul who could always make you laugh and brighten up your day no matter what. He will definitely be missed. The world lost a great guy and he will be forever missed. May you RIP Brian♥️Love you!! Until we meet again!! Tell my Brother I said hello😘😘😘😘🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼✝️✝️✝️✝️
Tuesday March 20, 2018
Condolence From: Stephen &Judy Christopher
Condolence: Our thoughts and prayers are with you. So sorry for your loss.
Monday March 12, 2018
Condolence From: Taneesha Hill
Condolence: This is so surreal & heartbreaking. You were special to me from the first moment I laid my eyes on you. Your personality is unforgettable; I guess that’s why you had your own place in my heart. I’m honored that I had the opportunity to spend the last few months of your life by your side. I know all of your demons, mistakes, ups & downs, but that has never changed how I see you. I see your soul & know who you really are despite people’s opinions. I pray that you finally found the peace you deserve & I will never forget you & what we had.
Sunday March 11, 2018
Condolence From: Chelsea Brown
Condolence: I was sad when you moved but the loss of your life is felt even more deeply. To think your life was taken by another is heartbreaking. You were always so supportive, loving, and kind. I will never forget that about you or your ridiculous laugh. It was the best. I remember the huge smile (that didn’t leave your face) when you came to Thanksgiving at my dads. I remember the conversations we had about life, religion, and everything in between. I thank you for the friendship and love that you gave my father. Your life was important to so many of us. I’m not sure if you really knew the impact you had on others. And we will never forget you B. I love you friend.
Sunday March 11, 2018
Condolence From: Danny Aybar
Condolence: I’ve been waiting for you to check in with me since a couple of weeks after you left. I was happy to hear that you made it to wherever you traveled to. Finding out the reason why I haven’t heard from you since was nothing short of devastating. I honestly thought you’d make your way back and we’d be able to help you get on your feet again. We shared a lot of the same ideals and beliefs. Our small talk and long conversations were always something to look forward to. You shared light with everyone in your path. Though you were only around for a short time, you were a huge gift. Though I want to blame the system for failing you instead of helping to succeed I know you were a man of honor along with stubbornness. We have all sinned at one point or another but regardless of anything you were a good man. I thank Bill for bringing you into our lives because you left them much more enlightened then they were before you. You were special, you were respected and most of all you were loved. You will forever be remembered and missed my good friend. Rest in heaven buddy finally free from the burdens of reality. Much love B💯
Saturday March 10, 2018
Condolence From: William Brown
Condolence: I know your gone. Man it hurts. We weren't just friends. We were brothers. Knowing whatever story is given as the reason for taking your life can now only go uncontested. Your truth dies with you. For 18 years I've had the pleasure of knowing you, good and bad. Loving you always. Your one of the most loving ,loyal, and intelligent people I've known and some how also the dumbest. You where who you where. Potential and ability to be anything. Regardless of you inability to free yourself from the choices and patterns that kept you in chains you always chose to love those that loved you and then some. I'll never forget you brother Poole. My heart has grown smaller with your passing. I love you B.
Friday March 09, 2018
